HAHAHA

done

Anyone know why I've been dying for the last 2+ months?

FUCK

WTF SADFOSADJ

Seriously

dying. this needs to end

Im not a bitch

Even though this is difficult beyond belief, I'm going to finish it. Only bitches quit.

Day 4: Why I Hate My Hometown

I hate East Brunswick at times. It's a pretty boring town... nothing interesting is around where we live and whenever people's houses aren't open, we usually end up doing nothing. It's funny. I said in my previous blog post that I love East Brunswick because of the people, but I kind of hate East Brunswick because of the people too. I need change. Talking and staying with the same people over and over again gets pretty boring for me. Going back to East Brunswick to meet up with old high school friends is pretty fun, but I always enjoy new faces and places. Oh, and some of the people just bother me quite a bit.

Almost forgot - I hate the fucking 25 mph speed limit on Fern.

Day 3: Why I Love My Hometown

A hometown is supposed to be somewhere special. A place where you can relate to and connect to no matter how long since your last visit. My hometown is East Brunswick. I've lived there my entire life. East Brunswick is a pretty boring place, but in the end, I do love it. Why, you might ask. Well for one, all of my childhood and high school friends are there. I've spent the most time with these people and no matter how long we've been apart, or haven't spoken, we still have something that binds us together. Aside from the people factor, I'm not too sure what else makes me love East Brunswick. I feel as if I had grown up anywhere else, I would have loved that hometown too, considering I would have had friends there too. I mean, there are some things that I love about East Brunswick. Like, Sandy's. I've told everyone that my one pick-me-up food is the Buffalo Chicken Pizza at Sandy's. I have yet to have a slice of Buffalo Chicken Pizza that is better than the slices at Sandy's. That little, home-y pizzeria that resembles a hall-way and resides next-door to EB Chinese, one of the worst Chinese takeout places ever, has given me so much joy throughout my lifetime. It's kind of sad that it's so important to me, but I take food very seriously.

Day 2: This Will Be My Epitaph

Loved by many, hated by many, known by few.

Day 1: The Person I Admire Most

Don't exactly admire anyone enough to consider it the 'most'.

Going out

is so crazy when it's freezing out. Last night we headed back home at like 4 am. It was snowing super hard - it looked really pretty though.

It was a nice walk, other than the fact that it was fucking freezing.

Man

These blog topics really make you think. I end up starting one of them and then not being able to finish. Hmm...

Blog Schedule

Just going to follow this... kind of. I may skip things if I don't feel like blogging about them. I'll pretty much do one a day. I may stray away from this and have random posts that are just on my mind.

Day...

1. The Person I Admire Most
2. This Will Be My Epitaph
3. Why I Love My Hometown
4. Why I Hate My Hometown
5. How I Choose to Spend My Money
6. My Ideal Job
7. My High School Clique
8. My Worst Subject in School
9. If I Had a Super Power
10. Here’s Where My Opinion Differs From the Majority
11. Why I Don’t Vote
12. The Cause I Really Believe In
13. My First Kiss
14. My Worst Kiss
15. The First Time I Had My Heart Broken
16. Why I Chose My University Degree
17. Ten Things I'd Like To Say To Ten Different People, Without Using Names
    
18. My Favorite Place on the Planet
19. My Greatest Sin Against the Environment
20. My Unexpected Mentor
21. How I Earned My Worst Karma
22. 10 Things That Make Me Smile
    
23. My Favorite Item of Clothing Growing Up
24. If This Celebrity Knocked On My Door, I’d Run Away With Them
25. When I’m at My Most Self-Indulgent
26. How To Be Selfless
27. My Childhood Dreams, and How I’ve Fulfilled Them
28. How I Learned Patience
29. How My Hard Work Paid Off
30. The Way I Feel About Love
    
31. I’ve Never Been More Surprised in My Life
32. What Scares the Shit Out of Me
33. The Only Thing I Can Teach You
34. Reflection On How I've Turned Out

Found this online somewhere and revised it a bit.

Sheena again

xdexodus 2:35 am
(2:35:03 AM): u're like a flower that eats things

(2:35:06 AM): u look nice

(2:35:07 AM): but u just

(2:35:09 AM): suck the life out of others

(2:35:11 AM): before they realize it!

Fairytales and hypotheticals are bullshit.

So many things you're told when you're young are simply sugarcoated half-truths. Half-truths that are meant to preserve your innocent, pure mind that has not yet trekked the dark corners of this world. They're meant to keep you in this comfortable, homey bubble that can somehow dispel all the corrupt and grim things that exist so rampantly among us. Sorry if this bursts it though.

Everything in life is a game. All these self-help books, experts and such are just like the magazines that told you how to get through each of the dungeons in your favorite video game. Learning how this game of life works comes from experience. The more interactions you hold, the more mistakes you learn from, the more relationships you develop, the better you get at this game known as life.sadfsdaf

i don't feel like finishing this thought...

HEHEHE

Let's see if I can function the rest of the day with two hours of sleep.

:)

battered limbs, grayed hair and wrinkled skin.

True love is a rare occurrence; however, sometimes some of us get it right. I have come to realize that it's actually pretty important to me that I find my ideal wife/whatever. How amazing would it be to have an unconditional, undying, unwavering love? I really hope I'll live long enough to have battered limbs, grayed hair and wrinkled skin with someone I truly love, going on our 50th anniversary, in a little, cozy home in some random, insignificant place.

dumb bitch.

Gym

So funny. Now that it's a New Year, everyone is making new years resolutions. Went to the gym today. It was so crowded. So many new faces trying to get in shape. All they do is take up much needed space, considering they're all so round.

It's okay though. They won't be there anymore in like a week.

A Run

Today I went for a run. Ran about half a mile and then my chest started to hurt. Walked back home and ate.

Lol sheena.

xdexodus
alright

nick

i think

u're like

a college form

of the 7 deadly sins

LOL

pANmuch
WHAT
WHAT DO YOU MEAN

xdexodus
i think u're BAD NEWS

New Year!

New Years is really interesting, because unlike Christmas or my birthday, I can actually feel a bit of significance/difference around the day. Just looking at the clock at the bottom-right of your screen and seeing 1/1/2011 evokes such an odd feeling. New Years is supposed to be the time where everyone gets a new slate. A time for new beginnings and new doors to be opened that may lead to unimaginable, amazing things. People seem to augment this chance of bettering themselves by making different new years resolutions and goals. From making more friends, to being more open, to trying harder in school, there are so many ways people are so bent on changing themselves for the 'better' once a new year begins. It's funny though considering most of these people give up before January ends.

New Years Day is definitely really cool though. It means an entire year has passed. It's a great time to look back, reflect, reminisce on the last year yet look forward, predict, anticipate the things that are coming this year. You can notice how you've grown and matured or how you've fallen and regressed. Personally, I don't really feel like having a New Years resolution this year. Other than beating the shit out of Brian.

But hey guys. It's 2011. Just reading that induces such an ethereal feeling.