dying

im dying. goodbye everyone.

WEKEKEKE

Making someone's day is awesome. It's amazing that one person can do one simple thing and just brighten another person's day.

People should try a little bit harder.

My Name is Nick

You have people that call me a sweetheart, then you have people that call me a douche. People call me one of the simplest people in the world, then other people call me one of the most confusing people in the world. People say it's almost impossible to talk to me, while others claim they can tell me just about anything. Some feel like I'm a center of gossip and spill every secret I know yet others know that I'd never betray one of my friend's trust.

It's so funny how my persona gets so much analysis. Just chill hahah. I'll probably like you more if you're chill too. Honestly, I'm just Nick. An 18 year old that enjoys bumming around and getting by at Rutgers.

This break

has made me realize just how different high school friends are from college friends. I mean, everyone knows that people always have a clear distinction between high school and college friends, but who would have thought that it feels different missing college friends than it does missing high school friends. I think it's more because in college, you spend so much time with them, considering you live together and pretty much have all the freedom in the world. You can just walk down the hall, up a flight of stairs or down a block and meet up with a familiar faces. It's so weird being back at home now. You no longer have that luxury of having numerous people to talk to, chill with and bond with within arms reach.

So today we're planning on getting trapped at Shane's house. It should be pretty fun. I'm planning on bringing my laptop and just chilling with the usuals.

Oh, and yesterday was interesting. I got a door closed on my head by some quirky girl, a lecture from a short girl and an ear-rape by countless korean people (yuck).

3 Weeks

Three weeks of winter break... I feel like the first week is going to be alright, but I have a feeling I'm going to start missing college pretty quickly.

Maybe I'll be proven wrong though - hopefully.

Fuck.

Remember how I was late for my second exam for my computers class that was worth 20 percent of my grade? I ended up getting an 100 on the test, and she put it into the gradebook as an 100. Then on the last day of the semester she changed it to a 50... What bullshit. Even though it's a bad thing to say, every student bases how much he/she needs to study from how well he/she does on the previous exams. If you have a 100 in the class, you're not going to study that much for the final exam or put much effort into the homeworks or extra credit options. If she fucking made my grade a 50 when I got it, then I still would have been able to get an A in the class, instead she randomly changes it at the end of the semester and gives my grade a 10 point blow. Honestly. People are sucking her dick and doing extra credit and shit to get extra points to boost their grades up. How does that reflect any bit of intelligence or knowledge of the course at all? MATLAB? Who the fuck gives a shit if you can sit through a lecture and answer a pop quiz question or go listen to some guest speaker and jot down some feedback about them? That's not what your grade in the class should be based on. It should be based on the exams, homeworks and projects...

So annoying. So that killed my 4.0. Was sure I had straight A's and then randomly checked Sakai to see that she changed my exam grade to a 50. What the fuck.

Lol

Rutgers is such a shitty college, and the people here are so scrubby hahah. It's awesome.